到现在，我还是真的不明白。被利用是一件很好的事情吗？虽然我知道无论我在这里说她什么，她也不会知道我再讲她。但是，不说我会对自己过意不去。
最近我发现我四周围的东西好想不断的在变。我敢肯定在变的人一定不是我，而是她。
事情是这样发生的。。在无意中，我发现我和她的看法很不同。她喜欢用她做事的方式来 influence 我们和她做的一样，只要我不是用她的方式，她就会觉得我所做的东西都是错的。但如果你们够了解我的话，你们应该知道我喜欢prove给你们看我一定可以，而且我是一个不容易死心，不容易放弃的人。就因为她的行为，我和她的距离也越来越远。
最近，我发现她似乎被人家利用了。但她看起来一点都不知道。仿佛被利用得很开心 。
她做了一些根本不需要做的事。是为了要掏人家的欢欣吗？
即使是，那么那些“人家”又在表示谢意吗?
那些“人家”值得你花那么多的时间在她们的身上吗?
我相信终有一天你一定会后悔的。我真的真的不明白咯。
Why do we need to spoon-feed them?
"人家"根本没有努力,为何需要帮"人家"?
我真的搞不懂.

*if you are thinking im talking about you, then i think you are not the one.*
i believe she never discover her mistakes.
i just hope she realise soon and don continue making the mistakes.
she's never gonna be gaining.

was too tired to post ytd. so i didnt post. :P
so.. no post for ytd..

finally the killer paper is over. its time now for me to enjoy le.
finally i wan watch romantic princess le.. woo!!

caz ytd got a long break. so i took some natural pics.. haha!!
here i intro my fren..

did my ica1 for stats. it was ok to me. rather simple.
can say myself heng. the paper was abit chicky. heng i read the ques properly. heheees.
hope i score well.

today damn busy. alot of things to chiong.
heng i started on my outline le. if not i die liao. hahas.
just finish my econx recap. now starting POM liao. hope i rmb everything.

not gonna slp early tonight. hope i finish lec 3 of POM ba. :)

just before the day ends...

i wish..

KETCHAP JIE JIE

HAPPY BDAE !! =)

today's friday. which is also our badminton.
this time round, we played in school's sports hall.
cause its FREE!!
also the same last week, those few similar faces.
but, songx and miang didnt come this week cause both were sick.
*hope they get well soon*
instead, cheryl yiyan and claudine came today.
despite i didnt play with them. but... still gotta thanks them for coming.
played with andee almost through out the whole 4 hrs.
thanks andee. ps ar. today abit slack. so didnt run much.
abit like kena bully. but i still like playing with him. cause i gain from him.

many of them may think that my badminton skills are good.
but today, i discovered that im actually not as good as what they thought i was.
after playing with kenneth and andee, i feel im so lousy in badminton.
i seems to have much much more to learn from them.
i donno how to 铺位, i don have the telepathy with my team.
and many many more. too many for me to name.
i don think i off-form. last week as similarly like too. just that i got to save more light balls then normal.and same goes to today.
but there are still alot which i shouldnt miss but yet i missed them
i wanna train myself to be a gd single badminton player.
which means. i got train myself to run around the court no matter who i play with.esp the guys.
i know its gonna take a long time for me. but i still want.
as for today's doubles, still as the same mistakes as last week.
i donno who i shld put the blame one. is i never run or i didnt help to cover? should i be the one who runs to the other end to help her?
i have been questioning myself. no matter is bball or badminton.
maybe bball i uds that i need. for that i accepted. but badminton lae? then lidat i play double also very jialat lo. hais.

badminton pros out there.. pls leave me some advise..
should i or should i not. need or need not.
HELP!!

first.. i am damn pek chek
!@#$%^&*!*(@#%^
caz of mainly 2 idiots who think self before others.
but.. well.. still my frenx..hais.

although didnt att sch today.
but.. my heart was like. still in sch with them?lolx.

praying to god.. hoping i got a better luck tml and fri
hoping songx will recover by fri.
then i got my partner back. muahaha!

my heart's broken..saw what i shouldnt see
heard what i shouldnt hear
and maybe said what i shouldnt say
things just don go the way i wanted it to be.

天啊！！你在玩我吗？
为什么我的命那么苦？
我好想哭哦！！ 我的心。。。碎了。。。

finally i know to start with oral com ica2 le
econs lec today was fun
caz kenneth was playing with the santa Claus game @ miniclip
made me laugh till my tears rolled out.
AFA tut was still as boring
sianzation with all the nagging
met wei and boon today

its now raining. damn nice weather to slp.
but.. too early for me to slp
hope it don stop, till morning
since im not going to sch tml =)

ATT:songx..
take lots care
do rest well
get well soon (:
stay cheerful always!

sch was damn freaking booring.
thanks to andee and kenneth for entertain-ing me, crap with me, and having fun with me tgt.
lesson for inter web was damn quite.
but.. finally the lesson ended..

i saw a nice and good yonex racket today
its only $50!!
-cant find the pic. so cant show u guys which one it is-
-anyway, its cardonex 8000 light-
omg!! im so tempted to buy!!
its so cheap
but.. i donno if i got the extra money to buy notx lae. :(
hope the promo is till yr end. then i got the money le.
*wishing*

today is also the first time i take out all my heart and talk abt my poly-mates
im not scare nor worried
in some ways, i know poly mates are there to accompany u
as to compare them to sec sch mates, they are always far way less important
i don mind letting them know the points which i dislike them
i once almost wanted to say to the person all the bad pts which i don like abt XXX. but i didnt wan to destory our relationship.
however, i think twice and intend not to be so honest.
well. i believe one of these days, XXX will realise her mistakes and i hope XXX will.

initially wanted to do something for oral com ica2 ad SNT
but in the end did nth
as i didnt know what to do
so i gave up!
but thanks to haq for giving some tips

was msg-ing vann abt the real me.
i really found myself changing alot
the real jenny:
- dont do hw
- slps till late everyday
- lazy to go for lessons
- slps in almost every lesson
- keeps every lesson if possible
- do gaming everyday
- dont give a damn to anything
- watch tv every moment at home
- sits and waits for everything to happen itself
- lives in the world of herself
and many many more

here are only the top 10 points which makes up the real jenny
but.. its has been gone for pass 2 yrs i guess?
in some ways i really hope this jenny will be able to be back
but.. i believe its gonna harm me more than it helps me.

anyway, i promise vann part of this jenny is gonna be back.
so.. if you see mi slacking in the coming week, dont remind me to be hardworking.

*what if.... i say....*

firstly, i wish my mum
HAPPY BDAE!!


just finish doing revision for afa and econs
(only those which is covered for ica1)
after i flipping my notebook and lesson plans, i discovered ica is coming on their way.
and somehow, they are all like.. so close to one another.
econs, pom and stats are all on the same week
(econs and pom on the same day somemore)
afa's SNT and oral com ica2 on the same week.
(with only 2 days apart)
seems like i got to spend on time on revision now
i regretted not spending my time wisely yesterday

maybe the for the next 2-3 weeks, i will spend most of my time mugging.
esp those modules which im weak in.
and i shall mark the start of it today :)

tml's my mother bdae.
so my home's having steamboat tonight.heheeex.
long since my whole family gathered tgt and have dinner tgt
its so damn yummy~
DELICIOUS!!
-back to my dinner-

*How i hope i can cry on his shoulder*
** but he didnt know anything** :'(

today badminton was the most shiok one which i ever had.
found a few who i can do smashes with.
its was so damn nice!
more people this time..
there were alicia, andee, estee, hui miang, kenneth, me, ngee song, serene, su xian and vann.
more this time. and of cause, more fun!

thanks songx for making me run.
nice tag team with you!
i found a new game partner.
and thats you!
nice light balls you had.
got time i shall learn from you :)

thanks andee for the entertainment. haha!
if not i think i'll bored to death just now.
nice smashes with you too!
my arms are numb now.
it hardly can move now. lolx.
heng u said u got to go. haha!
when i got more energy, i will ask you and the rest for more smashes~

thanks kenneth for the smashes and cool-down.
its was nice.
but i was tired.
so didnt run around.
shall see other tactics which u have when further session!

and not forgetting others.
vann got a very big improving.
she can now play better liao
congrates!
the rest was still as usual, as good as before.
nice game guys.

and not forgetting, I WAS BEING PRAISED!!
by songx. hehe!
i will continue to improve more!
and win you if i can? heheeex.

i also got to save some smackes from andee, kenneth, songx and others.
i will try to save more?
looking forward to play more often with you guys.

nest badminton session should be next friday
at school's sport hall.
hope there will be more people ba :)

hoping i can skip monday to thursday.
and it will a friday again! :)

happy bdae vann..
-shall not tok more.
read alicia blog to read more of details.

today xiao gua kena scold
i damn happy
caz its not mi who got scolded. hehee
but. its reminded mi of my memory in k1(i tink)
i rmb i bullied a guy in my class
i tink i pinch him.hahaa..
he's one who's easy to bully.
in the end he cried to the teacher
the ending i not very sure le.

but nice memory.
i tink its the only time which i bullied someone.
haha!!

well.. i finished my AFA tut liao.
so slacking now? nth to do?
waiting to be slping le.
looking forward to tml' badminton
hope andee and estee going.
im sure its gonna be fun~

today is a damn sway day!!
1) i forgot to bring my ezlink card to go
hence i got to go back and back
2) i was later when i go to sch
late to meet alicia they all
3) today is wed, which is my econs tut day
a damn booring lesson!
4) ITS RAINING THIS MORNING!!

despite its a raining day..
but its leads to a gd memory in my sec sch.. hehe
i rmb once.. i went to sch without umbrella
this kind teaceher "mr. subhash" sheltered me with his umbrella.
and he ended up wet!
omg! so damn touched right
he's also the only who talk to mi about going jc..
i wun forget him man! woo!!

time for gaming..
im not gonna listen to her lesson.. muahaha!!

词 曲:周杰伦
主唱:许志安

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡着的大提琴
安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道
你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪
我根本不想分
开为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份
包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多
我会一直好好过

你已经远远离开
我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份
安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你
是因为我太爱你

Labels: Lyrics

lesson was damn early today.
despite is started on at 9am.
feeling very tired now.
kinda pissed off today.
caz my time was being delayed
wasted my time for nth
i shall not mention much abt tis
as long as 2 ppl uds my feeling can le

正在听杰伦的新专辑何以写他以前的作品
突然听到“安静”
这首歌完全表现出我现在的心情
心里有一阵伤心的感觉
仿佛失去了一件对我很重要的东西
但又想不起来。。感觉真的好奇怪
真希望我的性情就像他的新歌，“甜甜的”
一样开心得不得了！
祝我自己开心吧！=D

--10th


basically didnt nth in the morning.
only on9, play game, watch tv
evening time then went for bball
with fp, kel chen,ren
wilfred,jordan,gavin,sean etc were there
after that went dinner wif ren,kel chen, fp, coach and ryan to makan
but i didnt. didnt even drink
heheeex.
went home, bath, slp and boom. went to slp


--11th nov



on9 in the morning.
played game wif xiao gua
then wif px,hx and hm
up lvl for my old acc.
training lvl 14 hx song for my new acc
hope i can success
gonna watch tv till 1am tonight
hope tml i can wake up for lesson
heheee



---
anyway, since im blogging
i shall be here to remind everyone
rmb is the my formal ppt on 7th?
here im here to mention more.
wad exactly happen is that.. he discovered that he discovered he got lung
cancer
the funny thing is that he didnt smoke but... he got this illness..
hais.. wad a sad story rite..
so.. no matter even if u r a smoker.. or even if u r not..
PLS STOP/DONT smoke it!!
its gonna so harm to u..


to non smoker, pls.. don ever try to smoke. its nth gd
make it may help u once, maybe twice..
but its not gonna be helpful to u forever.

to smoker, pls stop smoking. or even smoke less.
currently u might think its fun, its ok.
but.. no.. thats just a shorter term happiness.

come on.. life is precious..
we cant be scarificing our life for this kind of things.
its not worth it
so.. cherish ur life k?

here is the result of IQ test.

izzit high?

from this link says that 135 is Very superior intelligence and its highly gifted. =)
lolx. hope to hear nice feedback~
here is the link for the quiz..

BUT.. my results in blogthings is like.. eeeeeyyeerrrrr!!

Your IQ Is 105

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius Your General Knowledge is Below Average

--7th nov

the day which i complete my oral com ICA1
finally its over
heard all the speeches of my fren's
funny ones from them
eg. kenneth
keywords:
- a pair of butts
- moral of the story is.. not all the animal which produce "sss" sound are snakes
also the sad ones from ppl like
eg. andee

my fren out there (i believe many of u shld noe who i mean)
don be sad. everything will be already
no worries. smile ur way thru. things will be fine u..
never say die!! =)

initially wanted to play bball
but.. fp's too tired to play le

FIRST time i see the rainbow so clear with my own eyes. heheeex

--10th nov

i still got to waake up tml

caz of the god again.

hope it will end early.. then i can go play bball tml.

HOPEFULLY!!

**ppl who needs to eat vegetarian.. pla take note.. tml's 初一**

** ATT ngeesong: wad present u looking for?**

memorising my speech now
tml's my formal ppt
damn nervous now
hope its gonna be fine
tired also
slping at 11+ ba

JUST A GENTLE WHISPER TOLD ME THAT YOU'D GONE
LEAVING ONLY MEMORIES, WHERE DID WE GO WRONG
I COULDN'T FIND THE WORDS THEN, SO LET ME SAY THEM NOW
I'M STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU
TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME, TELL ME THAT YOU CARE
TELL ME THAT YOU NEED ME, AND I'LL BE THERE
I'LL BE THERE WAITING

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. I WILL ALWAYS STAY TRUE
THERE'S NO ONE WHO LOVES YOU LIKE I DO
COME TO ME NOW
I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU. I WILL STAY HERE WITH YOU
THROUGH THE GOOD AND BAD I WILL STAND TRUE
I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU

NOW WE'VE HERE TOGETHER YESTERDAY HAS PAST
LIFE IS JUST BEGINNING, CLOSE TO YOU AT LAST
AND I PROMISE TO YOU, I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE
I GIVE MY ALL TO YOU
LIVING LIFE WITHOUT YOU IS MORE THAN I CAN BEAR
HOLD ME CLOSE FOREVER
I'LL BE THERE I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU

Labels: Lyrics

damn tired
lazy to post
only managed to re write my oral com speech
more to go i guess
tml still got to edit and rehearse the timing
as yet to do my stats tut
i guess tml econs also wun be doing
tink chiong-ing on thurs
hoping to play bball on wed night
im so tired
and STRESSED!!

went out study wif clare and bryan
only nid abit revision.
came home early
then watched abit tv.
then started o2 again.
managed to up lvl.
THANKS XIAN!!
now very slpy.
time to slp.
tml got to study for inter web.
might be meeting xian.
then go aunty home cas her bday.
NITES!

went for lec this morning despite im very tired.
got motivated because of the badminton session after lesson. wahah!!
b4 lec, the lecturer showed us this.

so damn lame.hee..
then went to cheng san cc, but got dancing.
then went Kebun Baru cc for badminton.
despite a old court. but high net. hee.
wrote my speech le. but like.. abit werid one.
will do some amendments again.
waiting for xian to reach home.
o2-ing later.
hope by tml can up lvl to 28. hee..

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